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Writer's Block: Groundhog Day

Did the groundhog see its shadow? What do you think?
Psh, I don't know. Those damn ponies started Winter Wrap-Up early though.

Why am I so sleeeppyy

For the past few days I've been insanely sleepy. I'm getting enough sleep at night, I just feel like I can't stay awake. I have trouble getting up and just staying awake. Whenever I close my eyes I feel like I'm going to fall asleep right then and there whether I'm standing or sitting. Coffee helps for maybe a half hour and then I feel tired again. When I'm tired, my eyes tend to cross when I'm reading something, so that's been happening too. It's really annoying.
I've never been particularly energetic, but some energy would be nice. I have things to do. My eyes just don't want to stay open, even now.
What is your Chinese zodiac animal?
Water Monkey, I believe.

k go fuck yourself

Can't stand my sister sometimes. I asked if she could get me a bag of sunflower seeds while she's at the grocery store. Her response? "No, get a car and go buy some." Oh you know, it's not like I'm working at a thankless job to save up for a car...oh wait, I am! She could've just said no. I would've accepted that, but of course she always has to go the extra mile and insult me. Been like this from day one. I think she was just born a bitch.
And anyway, sunflower seeds are like, what? two dollars? I would've paid her for them.

Been writing a screenplay. I don't think that's interesting to anyone except myself but anywho...That's what I've been up to. I even bought a book on how to write them because, well, I've never written a screenplay. I decided to turn that novel thing that's been a wip for...years...into a screenplay. I figured I could better get the story out that way, but we'll see. It's a lot harder than it looks, for me at least. It might just be that I suck at writing though. Oh well. At least I'm having fun. I have scene card things (I don't know what they're called) taped to my wall. I'm not finished, but it's actually a lot more useful than I figured it would be. Good for visualizing and whatnot.

If I had a nickel...

I really need to stop lying. But I can't without making people think they can't trust me. I don't lie about important things. I'm a private person. When people I don't want to share my personal life with (such as coworkers) "pry" or ask personal questions, I usually just come up with the most convenient answer and hope they never bring it up again. But if they do, or they ask more in depth questions, I end up in a complicated and unnecessary web of lies that I can't get out of without people thinking I'm untrustworthy.

Writer's Block: Thank You Month

When was the last time you said thank you?
A few hours ago. A co-worker offered to give me a ride home since I was staying late and the person supposed to pick me up was taking a while.

Writer's Block: Don’t look back in anger

Do you have any regrets from this year?
Not getting my license...I'm actually really regretting that right now :( But I was too busy being depressed and derpy for most of the year to have any motivation to do it. Oh well. At least I got my permit renewed yesterday...

Writer's Block: Fantastic plastic

Would you consider having plastic surgery?
Only if I were in an accident and horribly disfigured or something. I wouldn't go under the knife just to get boob implants or a facelift. Sure, I wish my face was less round and my nose was smaller. And I wish I had a nicer butt. However, I'd rather learn to live with my faults and accept the body I was given, no matter how hard it may be for me to do so.

Dec. 24th, 2011

I'm one of the only people stupid enough to rain on my own parade. I shouldn't have done what I did or said what I did, but I got caught up in the moment and now I'm too cowardly to face the consequences and put it behind me. I am the duchess of bridge burning. I know I will eventually have to apologize or at least forgive myself for making an utter fool of myself and just pretending it never happened, but right now I really can't. I'd rather hide and run away from my problems rather than try to amend them and salvage what I can. Eventually I'm sure I'll pluck up the courage, but right now I just want to lick my wounds and hide in my shame and embarrassment.

Merry Christmas.

Dec. 22nd, 2011

I wish I could sleep. Whenever I go to sleep at, around, or before midnight I always wake up at 5:30-ish. I don't know why. But I really wish I could sleep right now. I'm miserable and I know the longer I stay up the worse I'll feel. But I'm not tired and I can't sleep. What am I supposed to do? :(



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